Enter My Mind...

To all the HIM fans...

2009-02-08T03:54:54Z

HAPPY HEARTAGRAM DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Stolen From The Lovely Slasher! =]

2008-06-05T18:42:31Z

Tell Me About You
1. Name:
2. Nickname:
3. Age:
4. Place of residence:
5. What makes you happy:
6. Do you read my Live Journal:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. If you don’t, why am I on your friends list:
9. An interesting fact about you:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
14. How did you pick your username:
15. Why am I on your f-list:

Recommend
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:

Now: Put this in your Live Journal so I can tell you what I think of you.
In return I shall:
1 - Tell you why I friended you.
2 - Associate you with something. A fandom, a song, a colour, a piece of fruit. SOMETHING.
3 - Tell you something I like about you.
4 - Tell you a memory I have of you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7 - Tell you my favourite user pic of yours.
8 - If you play, you must spread this disease in your LJ.

Heartagram Day

2008-02-10T00:37:22Z

Happy Heartagram Day!!!!!!!!!!!

Redeemer

2008-01-29T22:41:15Z

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say...?
Coma Black:Eden Eye in the Apple of Discord- Marilyn Manson

How would you describe yourself?
The Music Of The Night- Phantom Of The Opera Soundtrack

What do you like in a guy?
Lips Like Morphine- Kill Hannah

How do you feel today?
Wonderwall- Oasis

What is your life's purpose?
Holier Than Thou- Metallica

What is your motto?
Don't Turn Your Back On Fear- The 69 Eyes

What do your friends think of you?
Rockstar- Nickelback

What do you think of your parents?
When Worlds Collide- Powerman 5000

What do you think about very often?
The Sacrament- HIM

What is 2+2?
Escape From Hellview- CKY

What do you think of your best friend?
Life Is Beautiful- Sixx AM(wtf?)

What do you think of the person you like?
Buried Alive By Love- HIM

What is your life story?
Mister Superstar- Marilyn Manson(i'm a superstar?)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Famous Last Words- My Chemical Romance

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Pour Some Sugar On Me- Def Leppard(lmao!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Rock The Casbah-The Clash(o...k?)

What will they play at your funeral?
Poison Heart-The Ramones

What is your hobby?
My Monkey-Marilyn Manson and the Spooky KIds(that song is demented)

What is your biggest fear?
Thank You For The Venom- My Chemical Romance

What is your biggest secret?
Highway To Hell-AC/DC(THATS NO SECRET!)

What do you think of your friends?
Follow Me- Uncle Kracker

What will you post this as?
Redeemer-Marilyn Manson from Queen Of The Damned Soundtrack

Drowning in misery...

2007-11-27T02:08:05Z

I seriously wanna just die right now. The girl I've been in love with for almost a year just told me she only loves me like a sister. I just want to be loved so desperately. Everytime I fall for someone thier heart belongs to someone else. I hate this life. It only brings me pain, misery, and misfortune. The guy I'm falling for is madly in love with someone else as well. And I feel so lonely and heartbroken. It doesn't help that I've been going out with the girl for 6 months either...

My poetry

2007-04-01T18:09:23Z

The Mask
They say your eyes are the window to your soul.
Look into her eyes
What do you see?
A little girl, crying.
Screaming to be set free
On the outside nothing's wrong
She smiles and laughs
But her smile is broken
Her laugh is forced
On the inside she's bleeding, crying and scared
But nobody sees that little girl
They see the mask
They see the lie
She's broken inside, lost and alone
But nobody can fix her
She's broken into tiny pieces
It can't be undone
She craves the numbness
The dull pain that feels so good
The blood
The tears
The cold sharp razor
What she wouldn't give to be rid of the pain
She's trapped in a fog
She's terrifed of being hurt
But at the same time hurting more then ever
She longs for freedom
An escape from the pain
Looking in the mirror she sees her lifeless eyes
She smiles as she gives into the calm cold darkness
Finally free...

Perfect
Once there was a girl
She had everything anyone could ever want
Good friends
Love
Beauty
Talent
Her life seemed perfect
Nobody expected her to be suffering
Nobody knew how she feel inside
She hated herself
She hated having to be "perfect"
She hated wearing a mask
But she was scared of letting them see the real her
Scared of being vulnerable
Nobody knows and that's how it'll stay
She longs for it all to end
She feels so alone
She's become addicted to the razor
She wears long sleeves to hide the scars
Everyone has secrets
Nobody's life is perfect

Crimson Tears
I'm drowning in these crimson tears these crimson tears I cry
I cry them for you, all for you my darling
With all these words left unsaid, what can I say?
All these secrets killing me, killing me inside
Everthing I wish I'd said
Evil thought's running through my head
My heart breaking with every breath
Wanting what I'll never get
All the time lying
Lying to hide how I really feel
Everything i wish was real
And you're so beautiful, oh so beautiful my darling
You're my sweetest sin
And baby I'll still love you
Whenever you need me I'll be here for you
And as i cry these crimson tears on the brink of death
I see you standing there holding my bleeding heart
You left me with nothing, but I'm still smiling
I'm dead now my darling
Still crying these crimson tears

Bored and looking for friends

2007-03-15T00:19:43Z

Hey everybody. I'm new here and looking for friends. So..yeah. I'm really really bored right now. Anybody here borderline obsessed with marilyn manson, HIM, metal, vampires? If you are message me! Wicked juggalette out! Peace homies!

bloody razorblade kisses for all!

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